Thursday, 9 February 2012

thinking loud..

when i am actually super excited about getting back to coll, somewhr at the back of my mind, my current work plc and the new lyf i ve gotten accustomed to keeps flickering.... i ll be a liar if i say tat i hate the plc... for reasons unknown, and far beyond my comprehension...i ve fit into the plc... i am no more a total stranger... i no more stare at my feet when i wlk here, coz i do find familiar faces and friendly smiles!!... its juz human i guess.... adjusting...making new frndz...fittin in... i  ve grown to luk beyond the flaws... to adore the old heritage building... the age old wooden stairs...illiterate but the real needy patients and plenty of pigeons in the campuss... i shud mention here that, one of my fav memories of mmc would be definitely those of me walking aftr a totally tiring night duty at 6:3o in the mornin and contrary to my state of mind, it used to be soo serene...tranquil...chirping birds...the usual mys cool breeze...and lovely old buildings...and a feeling of having saved lives...(atleast i felt so.. :p..)...and i do realize...i ve had some really 'wow' moments...and some 'awwww' moments... and some 'why is lyf so unfair' moments... bt all in all... it has been a treat... real gud one... nt completely smooth... bt i ve come to lyk the rocky terrain that comes with the territory... . today, when i was actually quite bored sitting all alone in the ophth dept...checkin out the collection of old ophth books, listenin to muzic n trying not t get spooked by the dim flickerin light in the corridor...n there appears a familiar face!! hmmm...no matter hw hard i tried not to acknowledge untill nw, the truth is...i m happy to have made the jump...for inspite of my luv fo my coll, this is an experience which was worth the trouble!!! all smiles...:)

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