numb

As I woke up today morning, I was stilled for a moment by the cold breeze..It took me a moment before I realized that the goosebumps erupting over my whole body had nothing to do with the wind, but pretty much due to latest developments of last night... For once I didn't know if I woke up from a bad dream or whether I finally found myself propelled back to reality from the mirage I had dissolved into... When my insides are screaming to start using my left cerebral hemisphere, it seems to have magically atrophied... When the ship in the bottle shatters, all that is left of it is a wreck... While I am contemplating about the shortest route to ocean of oblivion, the gates are unleashed... And in that cruel moment of reality, I actually understood why none of us are gifted with a time turner... Time spent and the words uttered are lost forever..aren't they??.. if only I could stop the words ringing in my ears... If only I didn't have the capacity to comprehend the implied... If only it were to be in a language unknown to me... If only it was just one of those many nightmares that plague my sleep... I wish I could sink to the bottom of a sea for a few light years... While I am buried in these thoughts, I spot a kite perched on top of lonely branches of a tree... The seemingly chilly wind seems to be adding to the beauty of it.. Making it's feathers fly like frills of a beautiful frock... And I wonder, how would it react if I asked it not to fly?????.. I have made the final jump... And I am numb... numb...