Back again...after few months of no show... i return with more questions!!.. how do you even begin to introspect... where do you start... at times life gets so messed up that you know not where to begin....
if you find yourself falling head over heals for a person, if you are normal...your first instinct is to dream and paint every possible lame bollywood story that you have come across in your tiny little mind and then give way to apprehension about whether it will actually pan out well.... but for some screwed up people who have had a better share of bitter experiences, its more than natural to be at the verge of quitting even before they try their hand at normal... well... who am i to decide normal cause that is a very relative term.... but for what its worth, its impossible not to TRY when the most desirable, the closest to the person of your dreams is right in front of you... tantalizing with every move, every word, every slight look... even to the most cold hearted , cynical person.. (me included in this category )... how does a kid resist from devouring its favorite chocolate when it has been served to perfection???? how do you choose to be a loser and flee even before the battle has begun??? how do you yield to the norms put forth by the so called perfect society with all its imperfections??? how do you stop your heart pounding at the thought of that wonderful moment that you shared??? life always renders you helpless, at crossroads.... but it is for you to make the choice... the one that will be to your satisfaction... that choice which will not wake you up in the depths of night as night mares... the choice that u shall uphold with no regrets.... i have heard a million times that its hard to be yourself in this demanding man eating world... but i have tried telling that to myself even more number of times and its still a challenge... that passion within you that gives innumerable ideas to try, some crazy..some wild..some just outrageous... but totally because you are burning...that fire within you is not ready to take no for an answer... sometimes you keep trying even when your mind is commanding to retreat... cause that blood pumping machine in you commands otherwise... and its so hard not to follow your heart... for all those out there, trying beyond limits to devour their favourite chocolate, stop not until you are completely wasted...
don't give up... just be you... cause life is too short to try to be someone else...
if you find yourself falling head over heals for a person, if you are normal...your first instinct is to dream and paint every possible lame bollywood story that you have come across in your tiny little mind and then give way to apprehension about whether it will actually pan out well.... but for some screwed up people who have had a better share of bitter experiences, its more than natural to be at the verge of quitting even before they try their hand at normal... well... who am i to decide normal cause that is a very relative term.... but for what its worth, its impossible not to TRY when the most desirable, the closest to the person of your dreams is right in front of you... tantalizing with every move, every word, every slight look... even to the most cold hearted , cynical person.. (me included in this category )... how does a kid resist from devouring its favorite chocolate when it has been served to perfection???? how do you choose to be a loser and flee even before the battle has begun??? how do you yield to the norms put forth by the so called perfect society with all its imperfections??? how do you stop your heart pounding at the thought of that wonderful moment that you shared??? life always renders you helpless, at crossroads.... but it is for you to make the choice... the one that will be to your satisfaction... that choice which will not wake you up in the depths of night as night mares... the choice that u shall uphold with no regrets.... i have heard a million times that its hard to be yourself in this demanding man eating world... but i have tried telling that to myself even more number of times and its still a challenge... that passion within you that gives innumerable ideas to try, some crazy..some wild..some just outrageous... but totally because you are burning...that fire within you is not ready to take no for an answer... sometimes you keep trying even when your mind is commanding to retreat... cause that blood pumping machine in you commands otherwise... and its so hard not to follow your heart... for all those out there, trying beyond limits to devour their favourite chocolate, stop not until you are completely wasted...
don't give up... just be you... cause life is too short to try to be someone else...
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