calling...

after a looong tiring day in the scorching sun and hunting for non existent crazy depts that nvr crossed my mind in the past yr and finally landing derm completion outa sheer luck, i am soo glad that i am one step closer to finding closure... its time tat we got out fo real... time to explore the unmapped country within us... finally, i think i am at the end of the well worn path and back to square one i guess... contrary to the usual flow of crowd, i m searching fo an avenue to channelise my skills and expertise(atleast tats wat i think..:P) at a grasss root level... to go back to basics... to find pure joy in its true sense.. to contribute my drop to the ever increasing ocean of help needed..  untill recently, i alwys wondered why i couldnt put my finger on one particular subject or dept which i would prefer to term as 'my calling'... i could nvr understand why i was alwys find myself with the wounded.. and why i could nvr walk away... but lately, i know.. i juz know.. that my work in future no matter which subj i choose ll be strongly associated with the real needy... with the wounded... coz that is my calling... n thats where i belong.. thats what is meant to be... i ve nvr really understood why i am at the giving end or why i am alwys listenin when ppl crib or why my heart aches to see kids who do not get to dream...or why i cant let go... why i cant stop caring... but... thats me...n derz no changing that... n nothing more satisfying..nothing more challenging than making a plc in the hearts of ppl who ve lost hope in the good of this world... all of us have a life...but very few actually live it to the max... life is now... open ur hearts...coz there r many who ld luv to be a part of it...
ps: i ll still miss the abode of pigeons fo all the right reasons..