the decline...

something is not right..
feeling my lungs go tight..
stilled with fury and fright..
kno nt a way outa my plight..


my mind is natent..
with thoughts that betta be latent..
words uttered find indifference..
thoughts unspoken bear no significance..


caught in the middle of a tempest..
wish i could undo the pain and rest..
time to give up my impossible quest..
ll burn my fingers,lest..


memories seem to consume me..
why cant they juz let me be..
raking the hidden embers of heart..
they wont rest untill i fall apart..